I sit there, somewhere around the school.
everybody walks passes yet no one See's me.
while tears form, and run down my check.
not even the teacher talk to me.
i hide my eyes and fix my fringe.
once again i am alone.
i guess there really is no world beyond the streaks of my hair.
everyone is celebrating, while I'm still in the corner.
it makes me cry more.
why is it they are happy,
while I'm dyeing of a broken heart.
i see a vision of a rope hanging from a bar.
and a chair on its side.
i hear people laughing about how I'm not around.
i have to run to get away.
i go home & lock the door.
i trip into my cupboard, face plant the floor.
i look up and freeze in confusion,
i see myself hanging above a chair, with a face so blue.
i realize why they don't see me,
because i am now gone.
i realizes I'm not loved,
as they are all having fun.
but why am i still here,
left here on this cruel world.
is it that my life is over,
but my purpose has just begun.
the cruelty that was always there,
inflicted upon my name.
maybe i am here for revenge,
for what you all did to me.
now that i can see you,
but you cant see me.
i will do my justice rather well,
and turn all your lives to hell.