Why do I say things
I don't really mean?
Why can't you hear me
when I try so hard to scream?
Why do you do this
when you know it kills me inside?
& I hate to do this and you get mad
so all these things I hide
There's been too many stories
and I have so many doubts
I'm sick of hurting and I'm sick of her
so 3 strikes and your out
I've told you before and I've told you again,
you've even seen my tears
and if we weren't this close
how could you hurt your friend of so many years
It's only one person you know I hate
for reasons you wont understand
And when shes around you start to act different
and push away my hand
You say that you just want to be friends,
but I'm not really sure
Cause after the pain she put you through
why would you go back for more
I've tried to let go of the past,
and I've tried to forgive and forget
But how can I do this when you just keep going
and not giving up on her yet
You have me now, am I not good enough?
Or is she just that great
You d ! cked me over so many times
that my love should have turned to hate
But you eased your way back in somehow
and everything was going good
I ignored the things other people said
.. just how you told me I should
But the other night when she was there
I seen the spark in your eye
Then everyones words poured into my head
so bad it made me cry
And yet you ask to help her,
and since I'm nice I said OK
But I didn't want it to be just you
and I didn't mean all day
So take your perfect princess,
because my trust in you is small
take all of me, take all of her,
or just take nothing at all
Cause I'm just so sick of hurting
over the stupid things you do
So stop everything with her,
if I mean so much to you
Why do you go and do things
when you know that I'm not sure?
Why do you always do this
when you know you'll end up liking her..
