I never wanted it to be this way
I don't want to breakdown and cry today
I never let myself fall too far down
But somehow now I'm underneath the ground
I gave you more control than I should have gave
You don't know how many scars you've made
I sit and wonder if you'll ever show
Cause all you do is up and go
It takes alot to make me feel like this
And It's been two weeks since I last felt your kiss
And what you do to me you'll never know
Cause all you know is to up and go
Three months today but was it all a waste?
And I can't remember how you used to taste
Sometimes you do and sometimes you don't
Sometimes you will but most times you won't
It's never yes and it's always no
Cause when we should you up and go
You have your days but I know your still the same
And I still have doubts that you remember my name
I don't think that I've ever been this low
And it all started with your up and go
You're finally here but still feels as though you're gone
I miss your touch but still I know that it's all wrong
Your affection went from bad to almost so / so
So I guess it's time for me to up and go
