Drink in hand,
pills in the other,
only time will tell what will happen next,
mind racing with all theses thoughts,
when and how to do it,
maybe drink yourself away,
take some pills and wait,
all of which take too long,
knowing it's all over,
know that you're dead inside,
no one to save you from yourself,
the pain of reality could never hurt so much,
feeling numb,
can't even feel each cut,
seeing the blood fall to the ground,
was the only way you knew,
you were getting closer,
getting weaker and weaker,
know it's only a matter of minutes,
the nightmare of life slowly dimming,
everything seems to fade away,
finally you've done it,
never again to deal with it,
finally you're free from life.
