I close my eyes
And try my best to fade
But I now realize
That nothing will take away this pain
Falling into this nothingness that I know
My barrings are lost as my should is condoned
I'm in this way over my head
I'm beginning to fell like never getting out of this bed
No one will even know that I'm gone
No one will even know that I've died with the dawn
I want to get away and never turn around again
I want to bring this life to an end
I've got no friends to talk to
So what the hack am I supposed to do
Pretend that my life is so great
When my life is beginning to fill with hate
You would cry for my absence I know
You forgot me long ago
So let this crimson blood spill from me
Since this is how you would want it to be
So let me bleed my life out for you
You'd be happier if I do
I really don't care
I'm not doing this out of spit
I'm doing this to get myself from everyone's sight.
