Life Of this chOlita

Ifeel like dyinq
with all these pains and wOrries
ithink im finna start cryin
icant tell aniOne hOw ifeel
becuhz iknO nObOdy will believe this is real
the Only One whO will understand me is he
my One && Only
but he is sO far away
&& hOw iwish he cOuld b here tOday
but there is nO way;
ijus have tO wait fO tht day
but i'm sry baby; iwOnt b able tO
frOm this mOment On we are thru
nOt becuhz idOnt lOve yOu
is becuhz this is sOmethin ihave tO dO
yOu cant imaqine hOw iwOuld have wanted yOu here nOw
sO iwOuldnt feel sO weak
and that sOmetimez makes me nt even speak
why dOnt they jus understand me
and let me be; sO icOuld live ma life free
free frOm all this hate
but iquess dyinq will be ma fate
sOrry fO all thOse time yOu suffered fO me
ijus cOuldnt live this life; ilOnqed tO see
a life free frOm misery
sOrry tO eryOne bt nOw ihave tO qO
is time fO me tO say qOodbye
iquess nOw is tha time fO me tO die
y adiO mi chOlitO
que diOs te bendiqa mi anqelitO
y siempre recuerdO que te amO mijO