Twisted Lullabye.

Twisted Lullaby. 08/01/13
By: Paula.C.

I didn't know why, but I did know he was mad. The knowledge scared me. I felt lost. What exactly did I do to make him not want to see me today?
I can't for the life of me figure it out.
The voice it's screaming doubt in my head, but I can't listen to it! not now, not when I did something to hurt HIM.
Is he OK? Is he hurt? is he mad? Will he forgive me? did I Mess things up?
Questions upon question attacking my mind, and not an answer becomes clear.
will I loose him?
Whatever I did, was it so serious that I could loose him my love? my life?
It would have to be, for it to destroy something as strong as our relationship.
He completes me, makes me happy, lights my dark and demolishes my fear.
how could I survive without him?
I can't can I?
I'm doomed.
This will be the mistake that ruins it.
It will shatter my heart into little pieces.
My days will become dark, no light will penetrate the sorrow
The pages of our love with be ripped to shreds, as our hearts tear apart.
And the soft song we once sang, will become a twisted lullaby.
once again I will be unwanted and unloved.
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I wrote this poem a bit ago and forgot to submit it, so I thought I would share it now...
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Thanks,
--Elly.