I'm trying to hold back the tears
but this life has made me mad
and sad at the same time
I'm just so sick of this
I feel as if the life I live is unstable
and I'm fallin helplessly
as I try to grab anything I can
yet theres nothing to save me
because Ive already hit rock bottom
So I cant go anywhere but up
with no branches to help me climb back to the top
Ill just wish to fly away
but here I'm forever trapped
with my heart constantly weighing me down
Still alive with people that love me
yet whats life without hope?
a word I don't quite understand
So here I'll stay lost in this deep chasm
continually trying to forget this pain I call life
