Out of all the things I go through
not even one makes sense
out of all the things I could have
I only wnat you
I do things I should not do
I do things you do not want me to
You think I can control it
Yet I swear to you I cannot
Sometimes I hurt my friends
I try to stop; I do not want to be alone in the end
Usually I come home and cut myself with a knife
I do things I should not do
I do tihngs you do not want me to
You think I can control it
Yet I swear to you I cannot
I cry myself to sleep
and wake up in tears head to feet
I start my day not knowing what to expect
and still when night time comes I want to die with no self respect
I do things I should not do
I do things you do not want me to
You think I can control it
Yet I swear to you I cannot
Why I feel this way, I do not know
But please rememeber, no matter what
I will always love you so
