Falling to my knees
Feeling nothing at all,
As everyone asks why
All pressure on me
Trying to explain
What was going through my head
Why I did it
Who I wanted to feel my pain
Sitting there staring into the darkness of the room
Feeling the evil over power the good
I start to hate,
Hate them all for pressuring me into telling them why I did what I did
I scream at them
All of them
LEAVE ME ALONE
I don't want them to know
They will beg and plea for me to stop
Why are you so angry they ask?
I just want to make you better
I don't want you to feel pain anymore
They are the reason for my pain
They are the reason I am the way I am
They don't understand that they did it themselves
They did it!