I feel like...

I lost myself..as I'm layin down in my bed I start to think about everything and how I'm losing a part of me ever sec. My body doesn't want to respond to anything no more and I'm feeling like everything happening to me just to hurt me even more than I am. I try to hide my emotion and put them a side but no matter how hard I try nothing works. There are know words that could express the way and how I feel. People say there the ones that have it bad, but there wrong I'm the one that has it bad.