Contemplatin'

I thought I would be fine without you on my side

I'm always crying thinking about dying and then you creep into my mind.

I think about us being together

Promising to be one forever

Then you went away from me

At first I thought he's gonna miss me when I'm gone then I said maybe it wasn't meant to be

But now I'm alone

Missing your masculine voice over the phone

Lounging for your touch, your sweet warm lips on my cheeks

Wishing that when I see you in the hall you would speak

You act like you don't even know who I am

Like I'm some Average Joe or an odd Sam

I'm neither one and I know it's me you still love

I can tell you still think about my kiss, my touch and my hugs

I bet at this moment while I'm writing a poem for you, you're writing a song about me

Cause I know we still think about each other severely

Now I'm finishing this poem because I'm about to call you

Or should I put down the phone and let you continue to do what you do