I rather..

I rather have no love
the to have love and suffer
while I know there isn't any love
in his heart

I rather have no one to care about me
then having him pretending
and is something I know he doesn't want to do

I rather be alone
then being with him
which is not a place he want to be

I rather die
then to choose love
which I know
I am not the person he would love