This life of mine I'm sick of
It's full of pointless things that don't matter
Things that screw everything up
So I'm done!!
I'm done stressing over stupid things
things like boyfriends, grades, what i look like, and what people think of m
I wonder why i stress and worry about all of these things
But i don't find an answer
So I'm done!
I'm done lying to everyone
Telling them that I'm fine and every thing's perfect
Thinking about what would happen if i just broke down in front of everyone and told them how i really felt
Wondering if they would help me through it
Trying to figure out if it would change anything
But i try to tell them and they just say that they're sorry and it all stays the same
So I'm done!
I'm done turning up the music to block out the yelling
My ears are going to bleed from all the noise
Wondering when it will be silent again
Trying to remember what silence was
Thinking what it would be like to be able to come home and be able to concentrate on my grades
But the silence doesn't come, the volume doesn't change, and being able to concentrate doesn't happen
So I'm done!
I'm done crying every night
Crying into my pillow with make-up running down my face
Wondering when it will stop pouring down like rain
Thinking how i am going to hide my puffy red eyes when i get to school again
But the tears don't stop and my eyes can be hidden
So I'm done!
So i realize that nothing is going to change
And no matter how hard i try it will all stay the same
And all my thinking and wondering is just a waste of time
So I'm just going to open my wings and fly
Fly away from all of these things
Cuz I'm DONE!
