My Life

I'm a lonely girl,
I have no father,
and no mother to watch me grow.
I look for love in the men that i meet,
and the men that i seek,
take and sometimes rape me,
but in the end their still the ones that feed me.
Sometimes they pay,
and other times they don't,
but most of the time,
ill just make a note.
Is this the way life should be,
at the age of sixteen,
why does god keep doing this to me,
why cant he just take away this misery?