All grown up.

Im all grown up now,
Theres so much to say,
But what ever i do,
I never get my way,

Im all grown up now,
But i still follow like a sheep,
To me your my everything,
You still manage to cut me deep,

Im all grown up now,
Why do i get treated the same,
I was never the bad one,
But always the one to blame,

Im all grown up now,
I still cant hold back my tears,
One look at you eyes,
And come back all the fears,

Im all grown up now,
Do i still have to hold back,
I made all these scars,
But you the reason of that,

I dont feel all grown up,
so why are you telling me,
This your way of letting go??
Im gown up to see...

Im not all grown up,
Our secret i have to hold,
You baby that i carry,
Still think im that old?

Im all grown up,
Im all sad inside,
theres so many scars,
and secrets to hide...

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