Fight for my life

Standing here today
I think about you
Living this way
don't know what to do

I cry in the night
Thinking of what you done
trying hard to fight
this you haven't won

shaking, cant breathe
tears fill my eyes
the pain you'll never see
questions why

what i do wrong
was it something i said
to be hurt so long
wishing to be dead

Grab that blade
cut my wrists
cant live this way
clinch my fists

I lay alone tonight
scared and hurt
thought i couldn't fight
couldn't get worse

something told me to hold on
whispering in my mind
he hasn't won
your gonna be fine

I put that knife down
held my arm tight
tonight i know now
I have to fight for my life

you took a part of me
I'll never get back
but soon you'll see
tonight will be the last

I'm not giving up now
your done hurting me
I dont yet know how
but i will keep fighting