Bella's Lament

My tears fall slowly
I'm on my hands and knees
Is this what you want?
There's no end to my suffering
The pain just won't stop
Is this what you want?
My heart is shattering
I can't seem to breathe
Is this what you want?
You did this to me
You caused this pain
Is this what you want?
It's all your fault
But I can't see it that way
Is this what you want?
Does my pain make you happy?
Does my suffering bring you joy?
Why did you do this to me?
You said you loved me
You claimed to care
You acted like you wanted me
Did you want to hurt me?
Was it all just a lie?
It doesn't matter now the damage is done
There's no way to heal me
Look at what you've done
You took the meaning from my life
You tore my happiness away
I'm not a toy you can play with just to throw away
I want to say I hate you for how you've tortured me
I want to say good riddance and banish all my tears
I want to say I'm glad that you left my life
I want to be happy, I want not to cry
But I can't
No matter what you do
No matter what you say
I will always love you
To the end of my days.