I've always wanted
to settle down young
and start a family
there was a chance i could be pregnant
all i did was worry
i worried cos, i cheated on you
i planned to never tell you
three months passed
i couldn't take it any longer
i had to tell you
i did a test
waiting for the results
was the worst
all those thoughts
hoping and praying
it was positive
i wanted a baby so much
one pink line showed
i waited and waited for another
but it never came
i felt so relieved but devastated
at the same time
now i still wish it was positive
but on the onther hand
I'm glad it wasn't
cos of the way
it would have been conceived
i know if i was pregnant
you wouldn't be able to cope
looking at it every day
it would be a constant reminder
of how i betrayed you
and i couldn't do that to you
yes i would have loved to have a babyu
and i still want one
but this time
I'll do it the right way
we will plan it
we will start a family
when the time is right
