Never Ending Fight

by JustKristina   Feb 29, 2008


I'm torn between what to do
And what is right
All I want is to be happy
But it seems like a never ending fight

I want to be with you
Because of what you made me feel
We started out so strong
With our love being so real

I loved being around you
Because of what I felt
Whenever you looked me in the eyes
You always made my heart melt

Now everything has changed
Not for the better, but for worse
I always end up like this
Its like I'm under some curse

I want to work things out
To be like it was before
I want to say I love you
And you to say you love me more

Now, things are different
They just aren't the same
It all happened so fast
And maybe I'm to blame

This always happens to me
Maybe I'm not meant to have a great guy
I always get stuck being unhappy
And going through life living a lie

I walk around, pretending to be great
I smile like nothing is wrong
But the truth is that nothing is right
But yet I go on, pretending to be strong

I just want someone
To love me for being me
I search and search for the perfect guy
How hard can it really be?

I'm torn between what to do
And what is right
I want to be happy
This, just seems like a never ending fight

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  • 16 years ago

    by Mackenzie

    Kristina.

    5/5.

    this was a wonderful poem.

    im so jealous of u.

    lol.

    ilysm.

    much love,

    mackenzie.<3 [the lil sis.]

  • 16 years ago

    by BlueEyedMystery

    Whoo, I don't think I have to strength to do another comment in detail after that last one. Haha, it drained me, but I'll do my best.

    Aww, sweetie! You're blaming yourself for what happened with you and some guy, aren't you? Don't do that, because really it's so not worth it. There is someone way better out there for you, and you should be out there looking for him instead of crying over this guy who was stupid enough to hurt you.

    I want to work things out
    To be like it was before
    I want to say I love you
    And you to say you love me more
    ^^I love the last line! It's so so so true! Everyone does that with their boy/girlfriend. Haha, it made me smile, even though this is a sad poem.

    I think the flow, again, was off a bit, but not really bad. It was a good poem! ^.^

    Keep writing!
    Cayce

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