Why all of a sudden does life seem unreal? I just
don't get it, why is life changing so much in this stage
of my life?
When I'm with him I think... is this really real....
me being with him, the perfect man of my dreams?
It's just so confusing & I think to myself, is my life
just one big dream? At times I wander is this really
happening?
When I'm with him, is this real, my love for him?
He is so amazing & too perfect, am I really in love?
He is all I ever wanted in a guy, but is this real or just
a figment of my imagination?
Everything seems to be falling apart but also
coming together all at the same time, why is that?
My mom and I used to be real tight, I would go
go home and tell her everything, but now she has no
time for me. My dad and I never used to fight and
argue. We never really talked either, but this year
has been terrible and great. Dad and I always fight
every night, we NEVER stop!
Then he, my love, came into my life. I am in love
with him . He is almost always there for me. He lives
with his ex, and he still loves her, but says he loves
me but I'm not so sure! I am not sure he feels the
same way for me as I do for him! I could be paranoid.
Life just seems imaginary now that I am a teen.
All these emotions mess me up, I guess! My life
must be one big nightmare and dream colliding!
