Rainer

Every time I set eyes on you
I have to smile.
I can't help it.
I stay bubbly for a while.
I want to feel your lips graze my skin.
But I shouldn't be acting like this.
These things shouldn't be in my mind.
Not when I have someone I terribly miss.
God, how annoying this is getting.
And god, how can this be out of hand?
Whenever I see you,
Well I can hardly stand.
Oh no.
You're memory is making smile.
I don't think this is right.
Especially when I know I'm going to stay bubbly for a while.