You left me

You mii friend
has left me for I don't know what reason
I never thought our friendship would end
i tried explaining but you just wouldn't listen

I have been hurt numerous times
by people like you
I have done a bunch of crimes
But at the end.i always said i'm through

I told you mi secrets
one by one
i have done millions of cuts
but each one,I had a reason

You quit talking to me
And I cried and cried
I feel so guilty
and yet,i still have to decide

Do i wanna forget you??
I have tried
Could all this be true?
it is..and all this pain I hold inside

Please tell me what i've done
For i don't know
if this is a game..you have won
Cuz I have given up a long time ago

I miss you
Really I do
But I don't wanna hurt you
soo i have a question for you

Should I stay or should I go?
Cuz really.I don't know
You a hero
and I really don't wanna let you go.

please answer mii question
b/c I'm going insane
With out you in mii life
I wouldn't be able to deal with all this strife