Missing him...

Now that you are not here
And I feel my world's going down
I'm waiting for you to come
To hold my hand and kiss my mouth
I feel so alone
Just like I know you do
I need you in my life
And I know you need me too
You are the best person ever
I just want you to know that
Please forgive me for everything
If I did something bad
You're my life, you have my soul
You are everything I care for
I can't be someone without you
Don't you get it..its all about you
You're always on my mind
Its hard to get you out
Every second is a moment of torture
Just because you're not around
I'm afflicted cause' of these
Its hard to know you are not here
But I know you're coming back
That's what keeps me away
From the limbs of my mind

-i wrote this when my boyfriend was on mental hospital.. yeah.. it was really sad