How many times now
where guys would come up to you
you would smile at them and ask them for the world
each of them had everything to offer you
a ride home from school
a charming looking date for prom
a mountain of cash for you to climb above on
a wonderful singing voice
that almost made it into super juniors
a homework that is easily fixed
their Korean
their Chinese
they all in love with you deeply
all willing to give up the world for you and only you
you have the world down on it's feet just for you
you would talk to them as if there the one for you
a stupid joke they make, you would laugh no matter what
a good looking car they drive, you would not reject there offer even one bit
a stack of money they offer you, you would be kind and not ask for much
but do you know
none of these kings is me
i laugh forever and ever
about the fact that I'm just a human
my family is breaking apart
my brother wants a real life
my sister is holding her boyfriend on tightly
my mother is going crazy, because of another girl
my dad is leaving us for a better life
me...
I'm sitting here now
writing about a poem of how deeply i like you
I'm tired of this battle i need to fight each day
everyone is riding in tanks and airplanes
while I'm riding on a air and bare legs
everyone is stronger in strength and skills
while I'm weak in fighting and chess play
i been chasing you for almost three years now
they been chasing you for only three days
i been cheering you up and talking to you ever since
they only want to be with you and love you forever
i been the one you once cried to
when you had no one left to run too
they only appear when they need you
you already lost it once to someone who was mean to you
you slowly going to lose it to someone who will really love you
please don't laugh at me now..
because i don't have a car to drive you with
i don't have any wonderful good looking charms and skills to impress you with
i don't play sports or sing the song that you love to sing along with
i don't even have money to pay for those diamonds and dreams you cried alone with
would i be someone you would be interested with?
my G.P.A is only 2.0
my S.A.T score is only 1400
my wallet only carries about five dollars
my car is a car that i can only steal at night
when my brother is asleep
my poetry writing skills is only a level of a six grader
my stories are just as boring as a boy who thinks hes a writer
Would you tell me why?
why i can't let you go?
why i can't be happy when you are?
why i can't be seen in your eyes?
why i can't understand those feelings you share with me about?
why everyone puts less effort, while i give you my full?
why....!
why do you pity me? giving me your smiles and laughs
why do you call me? when I'm thinking about you the most
why do i keep writing this poem? with no end to it?
i really like you
to the point where I'm losing my mind
i been hiding it so long
i think I'm going to blow
these feelings is so heavy
i bet you must think I'm a fool
to like a girl like you
i really must be a fool
to be writing this poem about you
maybe in the end you'll see how i feel about you
and slap me in the face for being so mean
maybe then..
i can really cry out loud!
on how deeply
i fell in this romance with you
