This Pain

I hate the way I feel,
I don't like causing you pain.
And after everything that's happened,
I don't think we will ever be the same.

This hurts so bad,
It's breaking my heart.
I guess it's my own fault,
I lied from the start.

I lied about liking you,
Because I didn't want to get hurt.
But now what's done is done,
And things could still get worse.

I know you want me,
As much as I want you.
It's just so confusing,
You just don't know what to do.

I know where your heart lies,
Although your torn in two.
You can't say you want her,
And pretend you want me too.

I don't want this to happen,
I didn't mean to cause you pain.
All because I said how I feel,
Indeed it was so lame.

I'm sorry that your sad,
I wish there was something I could do.
Just know this though,
I;m hurting twice as much as you.