My Mask of Love

I don't want to feel a pulse anymore,
I don't want to walk back out that door.
Because of the lie you tolled me,
I don't know what to believe.

All I know is I don't want to love,
I just want to die and float above.
I don't want to be able to feel,
Because I know this isn't real.

I'm not a very sincere person,
But I'm still learnin'

I once said I could never love again,
And I was right back then.
I'm still right now too,
Because I don't love you.
[But just for you I'll pretend,
Even if it kills me in the end.]