I got myself to believe
That it was time to move on
So you will become my past
When all I want is for you to be my future
I try not to think of you
I've given everything so you wouldn't see,
See right through, deep down in my heart
To all my pain the love hidden within
An so now I wait
Sit down and look at the past
Look at everything you've given me
How I wish you didn't make me feel this way
I tell everyone I don't want to let you know
But deep down I wish you knew the truth
To see through every fake smile each laugh
Ask one question so I know your still there
I wish for that now
You were her holding me like you use to
Kiss me with the love you use to hold
Look at me like I'm still your world
Why did I have to fall so far
SO far I'm unable to get back up
Without your help, without your strength
Everything changed we're so far apart
I still think you're the one
No mater what they say
Or how you say you feel
I know that in our hearts love will aways be
I look at you now
Like you never broke my heart
Like I never saw you walk out the door
For the very last time.
When we were together and happy
I wrote a beautiful poem saying;
"I hate seeing you walk out the door"
And you always told me you'd walk back through
But baby I'm still waiting for you to open the door.
