A taste of my life

I think the first time was when I was 10
Not even fully grown or mature
A child but an adult
A lost soul locked in confusion
The world so big & I'm so small
mommy why aren't you seeing
whats growing inside your little girl
can't you see her mixed emotions growing
taking on adult situations
mommy why won't you help your lil girl?
help her change and play with your grandson
my nephew,kinda my child in my eyes,
the boy I helped build, and help when no one else would

I was always the one picking up after her family,
left with the hard work,and no time to play
mommy why won't you give back my childhood,
I wish I was normal as the kids at school were,
it was one thing after the other
stress and depression adding up
an endless play of the things I went threw
from physical to verbal
was always stuck in a corner