I should feel free,
i should have no tears, no worries,
my pain should be healed.
my trembling should have stopped,
Your face should be erased from my mind.
But i still feel anger,
No freedom is felt,
I tremble so bad that i fall, yet your not there to catch me.
My tears crawl down my cheek,
while im unraveling and my emotions leak through,
i show misery and loss to those around,
and even though im surrounded,
i feel so very alone.
I cant find a way to let go,
Its like you stick around just to live off my pain,
Leave me alone!
Get out of my way,
let me breathe the air around
and hear the silence once more,
See the blue sky and the sun shining
instead of flames and a dark black sky
covered in smoke,
release me from this cage in which you have locked me inside,
Let my misery GO!
