Coming in the Flood

Falling again down this path
If I bleed, no one can see
If I fall when push comes to shove
You're problem isn't him, it's me

You chose each other
You've proven so many times
You choose him and her
So I'm stuck with my rhymes

My wrists will bleed once again
Once my savior, now my demise
Find some reason to hate me
You will between you and your spies

I cannot trust a single soul
So twist it around in my head
It's my fault, I know the truth
Again comes the time I dread

I thought it was in the past
I'd never shed the blood
Yet this time it's different
Coming in the flood