I sit here with my razor blade
Feeling its cold steel Gliding across my wrist
My pain flows out in a red stream spilling to the floor
In a red puddle I see the face of a lonely man
Hunted by his past of on told sins
Unforgiving to ones self for he wishes it to be this way
i loved only to find hate
i hate only to find pain
this is what i am now
a shadow of a broken kid
the light starts to fade the darkness slowly grows
the screams are all i hear now
I fear no death for in the beginning
I know it would be my end
May it be by my hands alone my life is taken
not by the plain of some god i never knew
it gets colder i can only smile
for i know i have no maker
the question's i leave behind
will have no answers
i will leave this world with a smile on my face
knowing the answer to my death will go with me
if i am to be judge in the after life
i know the judgment already
this is my end
i will go in peace
do no cry for me
i would never do the same for you.