I Forgot What it's Like to Be Human

Sometimes I forget what it's like
To be human anymore
To feel something beyong pain
To bleed from an open sore

There so much I feel I have missed
Life flew by without a warning or sound
And now I am stuck on a carousel
Going around and around

As a child I couldnt wait to grow up
As an adult I wish I was still some punk kid
Isn't that all we are in this world,
Kids in adult bodies remembering all we did?

Sometimes I forget what it's like
To be human and feel alive
To have something more than hate
That gives me this endless drive

Don't you ever wonder
What exactly your purpose is here?
Are we meant to live in regrets
Spending our days hidden in fear?

Perhaps we have no real purpose
Nor any reason to live how we all do
Maybe there is no heaven or hell
And all these lies really are true

Sometimes I forget what it's like
To be human in this ugly world of today
Born knowing that eventually
No one will be able to hear what I have to say