Last my love.

My tattered mind,
the walls closing in,
the day turns night, my heart sunk in.
as i stand there crying on the floor,
my tears shatter, finding this feeling
i once knew for you, never even mattered.
Those last words you said, sliced right through me,
and i ran into my room, trying to stitch the pieces.
That amicable, innocent face that you once knew,
has now turned into a diffident person,
my aura dimmed, by eyes became dull,
my face turned blue, and no longer could i breathe.
I gave what i could, every piece of my heart,
and ended throwing it all away,
your wasted love,
your lies i always believed,
forgive me for every showing you real love,
But somehow, my feelings are still here.