Speechless Sarrow

I can't believe
I never noticed you
When you were there..
But as soon as you weren't
I wanted you more than I did in
The start.

I never admitted to you
The things I things
I know were true that
I couldn't get enough
Of you

Constantly waiting...
Waiting for the one and only...
Waiting to go with her just-
Just to see you... even though
I never really admitted it
To you

I'm always so shy...
Not wanting to be turned down
I don't say a word at all-
Hoping you will take the first step
But it isn't always going to be
That way, I must be strong
For you

So conscious of the way
I look, act, talk, move
I'm not perfect you know...
But I can try to be
As to inpress you, although
You already seem to
Be impressed

I wanted to say, but I
Couldn't find the words
Sorry Love