This Feeling

Fear is setting in
I can't stop it
Maybe it's there to help me
Maybe it's what will eventually
Kill me...

I can only hope
Than in the end it will
Destroy this pain that
I am feeling

Even if it means
That I shall never again
Be able to laugh
To smile
To cry

I won't be able to do anything
I would be no longer among the living
That is the ultimate escape
From this pain