Dreaming Faulty Dreams

Sleepless nights..
Whats wrong with me.
Endless thoughts..
Theres something wrong with me.

Can't you tell me why
I am so messed up?
Can't you diagnose me
So we can all live happily?

All I want is to be happy,
To be able to live life to its fullest
But I can't do that when I love
Nothing at all...

Well maybe not quite nothing..
I'm not sure if I love but few.
I'm not too sure about love actually...
I don't understand the feeling
What so ever.

Depression... self-mutilation...
Such harsh words....
Sad, lonely times... self medication...
The truth

<<This is rather unfinished as well>>