Is it what you always wanted?
the best you've ever seen?
how often do you stare off, when i am not there,
how far would you go for me, and where.
as if i was never there at all,
back to the beginning,
or maybe this time the very end.
maybe it's bad karma?
or just the way i feel,
you keep telling me you're sorry,
but is that how you really feel?
maybe god doesn't want me happy?
or to ever be in love,
maybe he's making me push you away,
or maybe he's helping you fall out of love?
tell me what you think,
tell me what you feel,
all in all, i believe what we have could still be real.
i couldn't hope for more,
but maybe you disagree,
maybe cause i am careless,
and i don't deserve a serious moment in time,
maybe cause i am selfish,
i don't deserve anything until i am selfless.
