How you make me feel

As i stare blankly at you,
i wonder why i dont do anything
i just stand here and take it
it slowly kills me

i lay awake late at night
staring at my ceiling
wanting to die
wanting the pain to end

all day i hold in the pain
every time i hold in the tears
building up inside
desperately wanting out

people always ask,
whered those marks come from?
every time its harder
for me to answer

theres only so much i can take
and youre pushing my limits
tearing at my soul
destroying my life

i cant take three more years
of living with you
i need to leave
i hate you