My way out

All the pain building up
needs a way out
i found it awhile ago
i found a way out

with a flick of the thumb
my problems vanish
with a puff of grass
my thoughts disappear

for the longest time
i had no idea
who it hurts
i didnt think anyone cared

i didnt know how much it meant
to you or anyone else
you convinced me to stop
it was time i quit

its been one of the hardest things
ive ever had to do
the craving never leaves
the want never lets go.