I have been so curious as to what the lifestyle was about
Many times I denied my true feelings just so that everyone
could leave me be,
but now that i think about
what I really feel
curiosity is what i need to be healed
never in my life have Ive felt this way
maybe someday i can tell the public
just what i have been hiding
instead of being ashamed of how my pleasure with them
has faded
into a dream that turned into a nightmare
i tried to wake up but
all i can do is just lie there
I'm not a liar
i just don't like being judged
for who i am and who i was
never did i ask to be this way
i just came out and realized it one day
why must i be so curious as to something i know very little about
what may i do to end my journey
into this life i call real
maybe one day i will find
my answer
maybe one day after I'm killed!
