Never again

You said I could trust you and that you'd always be there. For a few months thats how it was me and you together, never seeming to fade away. But one cold day I woke up to find you covered in blood and left here to lay. I screamed out to you but there was no response, my heart was breaking and there was nothing you could do. I tried to remember what all we did last time, I remember the fight and every drank I took. It seems that you thought I meant what I said how I hated you and wished you were dead. But you have to understand alcohol has it's effects. I'd do any thing for you and you the same this I promise to never be in vain. You told me you had a cutting problem but I didn't pay any attention. You said you cut when your unhappy and when someone makes you blue you told how you stopped cutting after you I met you. The doctors said you cut to deep and before you could realize this you past out with out a peep. You died in your sleep right by my side, how I miss you now and wish you were back. So many thoughts are racing through my head, what will I do, and I can I make things better. Truth is I can never make what happened last night better. I know you loved me so, so I know what I have to do. I have to write a letter explaining what happened then I shall take the same knife you used and cut my wrist too. Baby I love you and I'm on my way now I couldn't live on this Earth with out you. So as I close my eyes I see your smiling face motioning me to the Heavens where I shall stay with you forever.