Im sorry

Let me just tell you
I'm sorry for all Ive done
I'm sorry that i didn't hurt you
and the battles i haven't won

I'm sorry that you broke me
made me wish i was someone else
but now as I'm writing this
i cant explain how i felt

I'm sorry that i cut myself
when nothing was wrong
I'm sorry kept you here
this journey was too long

I'm sorry that i cried
myself to sleep every night
I'm sorry that i wanted you
for all the urges i had to fight

I'm sorry that i wasted
my days thinking of you
and now that i see these things
i see what i shouldn't do

I'm sorry that we still talk
even though it breaks my heart
I'm sorry that i love you still
and that you can rip me apart

I'm sorry that i ever looked
in your direction that day
I'm sorry that i switched my lunch
just to stare at your face

I'm sorry that i thought we were
everything that was right
now I'm sorry that i sit
and think about you late at night

I'm sorry that you had the chance
to see behind my eyes
but now you'll never see me again
only to my surprise.