Tears of acid run down my face
and I'm so numb i cant feel the pain
eyes so blurry
cheeks so hot
i changed everything i was
for everything your not
now I'm lost after 2 long years
of being pushed down
and facing my fears
now I'm here alone in my bed
with a pen in my hand
and a gun to my head
my is shaking
my breathing to deep
i cant scream anymore
it too hard to speak
my mind is racing
what the hell did you do
after everything you did
I'm still in love with you
click click boom
the words that i hear
just pull the trigger
to end all you fears
the taste of you is driving me mad
heres to us and the love we once had
heres to her and heres to me
the places we been and that s.h.i.t. that we've seen
heres to the sex and to all the drugs
i fall the trigger clicks back
my baby heres to us
