Love is never for me

To me love is never there for me
to me it feels like theres nothing good in me

I wish that one day I would meet a guy that really loves me
but I guess it would never be

I hope that I could change and be another person
so that guys would last long with me

But just tell me why cant this happen to me
I wish my dreams can come true
and me have a better life I hope this could be