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by MoreThanJustAGirl Mar 4, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I wish I could be normal, Just a little emotional, Not such a basket case, Lie all you want it's not a phase, I wish someone could read my mind, They would be so confused at what they'd fine, I hope one day I go insane, Maybe if I try hard enough I wont feel the pain, You don't understand, It's just like a man, This is scary, To much for one girl to carry, But it's not going to change, Thing's will always stay the same, Some day's I wish my head would blow-up, Maybe it will on the day I finally grow-up, If only my mood swings could take another toon, But I doubt that anytime soon, If you want to leave; fine leave, But do it fast; before I believe, That you'll stick around, Hold me when I'm down, And be there when I really need you, Giving up is all I know how to do, Even though I love you way to much, I just want to live life and such, Have a job; be normal and stuff, If you can't see that; tough, Harsh; but true, I'm doing what I feel I have to do, I want to be your's for all time, But you need to realize; I've lost my mind, I'm not your normal girl, I'm off in my own world, Scared of everything, Never had a real dream, Always wanted to be a tag along, Maybe make some money; sing a stupid song, But that over with now if you read this, I hope that you aren't too pi$$ed.