Teach me to walk.

In between the heartaches,
And in between the sorrow,
Will you forgive me who I am,
and prepare me for tomorrow?
I don't know how to do it,
What if I can't follow through,
So forgive me if I run away,
cause it scares me that I love you.

I thought I'd seen it all,
And I knew so much before,
You're all I never wanted,
but there's nothing I can do.
I could stay with you forever,
But wouldn't I feel caught?
I could run away and end up,
Living life sad as I thought.

I've been trying hard to fight it,
denying constantly, to hide it,
I've been sending little prayers that
I wouldn't be this dumb,
But then you look at me and all I see,
Is my weakness starring back at me,
maintaining me from loving
cause love will only leave you numb.

And God it hurts, it hurts,
And I've never been so frightened,
I could scream, just burst,
Feeling blinded and enlightened.
So tell me how to love you,
Or how to love at all,
Teach me how to walk,
And catch me when I fall.

Yours
Sember Ardens Obsession