Sweety, this poem is just soooo painful to read and it really moved me....You have to fight the pain and be strong!!! Easy for me to say, when I can relate 100% to your pain....I am so sorry I have not been here for you lately, but my life is sooo fu**ed up.... I have been so broken hearted and I once again tried to commit suicide, almost died!!! I wish I did, but an Angel was watching over me.....Though I am not always here, you are always in my heart :-)

Love you