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by Special k Mar 4, 2008 category : Friendship, family / other
My heart is racing tears falling down my head twist and turns but i couldnt hear a sound blood pouring from my wrist up and down my arm there is so much tension here i am my own alarm i try to sit and watch it pour out and around my wrist but i watch it fall to the floor thinking something like this;; "why the f.u.c.k. is this happening what the f.u.c.k. did i do how the hell did this happen to me its all because of you" all these thought keep rotating all around my mind i cant do this anymore why cant you be mine why cant you see this pain that you put me through why cant you see the things you make me do i hate you so much you were nothing but a lie i just wanted one boy to prove they arent like the other guys my heart really hurts because of all of this pain i hate this feeling this feeling i cant tame F.U.C.K. THIS SEVEN [7] IS MY FAVORITE LETTER