I never knew I could love someone as much as I loved him.
Even when we were arguing I never knew what the resolution would be.
Now I know no matter how much you love someone it really wonâ??t matter if you want to be with them forever if God have other plans for you youâ??ll never stay together forever. Trust me I know because thatâ??s what Iâ??m going through now I love him more than I love myself. But I donâ??t think our love will be enough because we donâ??t know how to compromise. He wants one thing and I want another the only thing we agree on is that we are in love with each other. He donâ??t want to lose me and I donâ??t want to lose him out of my life but us letting each other go might be a price we have to pay because we want to be dumb and not compromise. I now understand that if everything going to be the same then we shouldnâ??t be together thatâ??s why I now longer cry myself to sleep because if we are not meant to be together all I can say is I hope heâ??s happy and I hope he find the love of his life even though itâ??s not me. I thought it would work but I guess it didnâ??t I will love him forever even if it not him I with in the end.
